i miss the lives that i have lost this year and i wish i could see them all again just to tell them how much they meant to me. Im still in pain from loosing my dog back in February, and the lose of my cat bumble who i lost two months later. I thought that i wasn't going to lose another person who was special to me.. but i was wrong... I lost my grandma on July 5. I've been in fear that i will loose someone else to death again this year, even though my friend tells me that it might not happen.. how can i be so sure, after all its happened every two months so far. I'm afraid that im loosing my sanity, I've been hearing voices in my head, some g